hello gaiz, I don't know if there are still people reading this blog cause it's been stagnant for god knows how long, but since I can't sleep and I'm booking in tomorrow, I'll write something down.

I must say that my life now is significantly better than a year ago. I've got friends who support me, a church where I'm comfortable at, and a girlfriend whom I love, even after 1 year and 4 months. Army life has been tough, but rewarding. I gained 3 kilos since i enlisted, and i look buffer ahahaha!!! sigh 2 field camps in a row from next week onwards. Infantry life is really a killer, now I know why so many people want to chao keng. At least we have battalion day this friday, so I have half day off hoho!! more time to spend with my snowflake...

i miss my old friends, somehow.

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http://succorance.wordpress.com


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Hearts gone astray, deep in her when they go.
I went away just when you needed me so.
You won't regret, I'll come back begging you. (mmm)
Won't you forget, welcome the love we once knew.

Open up your eyes, then you realise.
Here I stand with my everlasting love.
Need you by my side.
Girl to be my bride.
Never be denied everlasting love....

oh...

Hearts gone astray deep in hurt when they go.
I went away just when you needed me so.
You wont regret I'll come back begging you.
Wont you forget, welcome love we once knew.

Open up your eyes, then you'll realise.
Here I stand with my everlasting love
Need you by my side.
Girl to be my bride.
Never be denied everlasting love.

From the very start open up your heart, feel that you've fall in,
Everlasting love......

need a love to last forever.
need a love to last forever.
need a love to last forever.
need a love to last forever.........

I need a love to last forever

here i am, on my bed, thinking of what to post! my mind is seriously buzzing with so many things, and the knock i had just now isn't helping it much. looking back at the recent past, i definitely regret at what i've done and haven't done, but now i've got a new lease of life! trying to take things positively here... and to you, don't dwell on it anymore, it's over. mulling won't change anything. i feel so detached from my actual self these few months, i don't know why. time flies when you're having fun? i really hope that's the case with me ahaha. and as for you, thanks for the past 1 plus year, it was awesome!!! i know i was horrible to you at a point of time, and i'm really sorry. ): i wonder what you see in me. i really appreciate you telling me what you really feel, and let me tell you this; your fears are unfounded! anw christmas is coming!!! time to buy presents! i'll have to think long and hard on what to get each one of you special people! guppayssss :)

my heart always leads me back to you.

 I found God on the corner of 1st and Amistad
Where the West was all but won
All alone, smoking his last cigarette
I said, "Where've you been?" He said, "Ask anything."

Where were you, when everything was falling apart.
All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang
And all I needed was a call that never came
To the corner of 1st and Amistad

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

But in the end everyone ends up alone
Losing her, the only one who's ever known
Who I am, who I'm not and who I wanna to be
No way to know how long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded

Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

The early morning, the city breaks
And I've been calling for years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never sent me no letters
You got some kind of nerve taking all I want

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, Where were you? Where were you?

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

Why'd you have to wait, to find me, to find me?

( is it really love? )

The beginning of love, is to let those we love be perfectly themselves and not twist them with our own image -- otherwise, we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them? The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of every-thing...they just make the most out of everything that comes their way.

The best kind of friend is the one you can sit on a porch with, never saying a word and then walk away, feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.

Don't go for looks -- it can deceive.

Don't go for money -- even wealth fades away.

Go for someone who makes you smile, because only a smile makes a dark day seem bright. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of the people who have touched their lives.

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion and the romance... and you find out you still care for that person. Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, those who still believe, even though they have been betrayed and those who still love even though they've been hurt before. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people, before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But, what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past ... you can't go on in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their hearts. But, if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. There are things that you would love to hear, but you never hear it from the person you want to. Don't be deaf to hear it from the person who says it with their heart.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you are smiling and everyone around you is crying.

When one door of happiness closes, another opens. But often we look so long at the closed door, that we don't see the one which has just been opened for us.

Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too. A sad thing about life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you ... only to find out in the end, that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone ... an hour to like someone...a day to love someone...but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Love starts with a smile, develops with a kiss and ends with a tear.

Je t'aime.

ever wondered what God does up there? here's what it may look like.






HAHAHA!!!

woah this is insane! i just lent a passerby 70 bucks for her to go all the way to pasir ris and back. and she said she'll call me in an hour's time to pass me back the money. said she was a christian. sigh i guess i trust people too easily. and if i don't get it back, she would have stolen my christmas. ALL of it. ))): God PLEASE make her call back in an hour's time PLEASE!!!!! argh i have a headache now.

ARGH why can't my hard disk be read!!!!! this is really really getting on my nerves. BU YAO!!!!! )))))):